That's just a dummy

Mom and dad made separate visits today. First it was the turn of mom. She came and found me crying. She gave me top and tail. What is top n tail? Did you never had it. Strange I like it regularly as I want to be always clean. My mom does it for me always. She wipes me with a cotton bud from head to foot. I stink if she don't do it and I don't like that.
Once I was clean and shiny she took me for cuddle. She enjoyed it and so did I. Although I am in a very bad mood these days. And why not I should be? Nobody is giving me anything to feed on. I feel very hungry. Everybody is amused to see me latching to my dummy but its not funny for me. Previously I was confused that I can get something from the dummy as it feels good but then I realised that it is what its name says just a DUMMY. I am having paracetamol to make me sleep and comfort.
In the evening granny, Jasmine and Dad came to see me. I was having my nappy changed so was very upset and crying. Then again dummy was given to me. At least better than nothing. It does sooth me for a little while. I did hold my dad's finger quite hard and he did understand that I am upset. He can't do much as well. I have to wait till wednesday to have my feeds back. Just think of fighting hunger for five days. Can you do even half of that. And you say that I am a preemie uh.